chiyola says sorry guys

hey guys just wanna aplologise for being away so long. i kinda stay away from blogging and i dunnoe why. this time i'm sure its not due to laziness, maybe its because being a happy and carefree person most of the time, i kinda get stuck when i'm struck with the unhappy events and stay away. everything will be ok until death strikes someone you know especially someone you know dearly. than you will pause to think what is the meaning of life? can i escape death? and you will know that its impossible. so what should i do? i dunnoe but i hope i will find out soon.

alot of things and events have happened so far and i hope to blog it in sometime soon.

i'm not abandoning this blog, trust me.